for z (at 20)
let me be your fairy godmother
arrive in full color out of the blue
& you, you can tell me about all the seeds
you’ve been sweeping from the floor
& me, i will listen, i will mother you,
i will send birds to finish the work
strewn across your desk;
when you are ready, i will do my best
to turn pumpkins into carriages. though forgive me
if first i make pumpkin soup and two mugs
of heavy black tea—this, this
is the mothering i know; steam as another layer
of glitter on my eyelids.
& let me take your shoes when you come in,
no need for glass slippers when we have socks
& let me walk you to the door when you leave
before or after midnight, i don’t mind
& let me be your fairy godmother;
you are not too old for someone to hold your hands, you know,
to fawn over your fancy clothes
& make sure you get home safe.
Michela Rowland
Editor: Sophie Staii